I feel like so many people pick the first two options.

And never even consider the third.

My last post was pretty depressing...I know.

That was probably the hardest couple weeks of my life. I probably

made some of the most hardest life changing decisions ever.

But I don't regret any of it.

I said some things I shouldn't have said but I think in the end it helped in the end more than it hurt.

Some people though don't seem to care how much I care about them. I show concern when they seem

to be hurting and what kind of response do I get? Nothing.

Well then so be it. See what happens when you actually need me.

I'm so happy now with the boy and how everything turned out. I really truly am so happy I found him

and can know he's there when I need him.

He's become another constant in my life that I can rely on.

I haven't had someone like that in a very long time.

I think my heart is not my own anymore. God and him both own a piece :)